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24 January 2015 —
           DO I DARE TYPE THIS?
           I  hardly  dare  say  this  for  fear  of  jinxing  myself  but.  I
            THINK....I’m finally kicking this cancer and ending the
            horrific  chemotherapy  It’s  the  5th  day  after  my  LAST
            chemo and I don’t feel tooo bad   I do still have to have
            surgery but....dare I say I can see the light at the end of
            the tunnel?! (Or is it the tax man with a torch?)

           25 January 2015 —
           Ooh  my  whole  body’s  aching  like  cold  concrete  now.
            Every bone feels like a cracked slab. My throats tightened
            up  and  my  skins  parched  n  sore  n  dry  as  if  I’ve  used
            harsh soap all over it. Eyes n nose streaming...... Is it the
            last bit of chemo? Or is it a Fibromyalgia flare up? I don’t
            know  but  I  was  hoping  to  get  some  stuff  done  today.
            Instead it looks like more sitting in bed with water n pain
            killers and...The sketch pad! More Zentangles on the way!

           26 January 2015 —
           I get asked to design tattoos a lot; I’ve designed a few, but
            normally its people who say "Of course I can’t pay you
            but....."  I’ve  had  to  start  being  a  lot  more  discerning
            about the jobs I take on. I’m planning a series of acrylic
            and mixed media paintings which I’ll probably do a solo
            show  of  later  in  the  year  I'm  hoping  to  show  at  the
            Burlesque  and  Alternative  festival  in  Birmingham.
            Hoping to exhibit at The Custard Factory again too cos
            that  was  pretty  cool.  SOOoooo  much  to  do  once  I’m
            better!  I  might  compile  all  the  doodles  and  Zentangles
            into a little zine....
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