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3 February 2015 —
           Struggling!  Fibro  flare  up  and  feeling  overwhelmed  by
            even the tiniest tasks. Come on Ona get it together.

           3 February 2015 —
           Most  of  you  know  I  don’t  have  a  TV  and  I’m  not  into
            Telly  but  I  managed  to  catch  a  look  at  my  friend’s
            television last night and was astounded by the "variety".
           I saw 3 shows; mentally ill people going on dates, mentally
            ill  people  in  police  custardy  and  mentally  ill  people
            fighting with their neighbours. I suppose with our mental
            health service so oversubscribed we’re trying to find ways
            to  utilise  all  our  poor  bewildered  including  making
            entertainment  of  them...........Maybe  morning  TV  would
            be better? ....no, I really don’t want to see Philip Scofield
            trying on nipple clamps in an item on advanced bondage
            during This Morning!

           8 February 2015 —
           My pain levels have really been up from my Fibromyalgia
            today. Like someone has strings attached to my muscles
            and  keeps  yanking  on  them.  What  pain  killers  /  pain
            relief  do  my  fellow  Fibro  sufferer’s  use  I’m
            wondering....Fibromyalgia Network.
            Horrendous  Anxiety!  Can’t  concentrate  on  anything  or
            seem  to  get  anything  done,  the  constant  feeling  that  I
            should be somewhere or should be doing something or
            I’ve forgotten something but I don’t know what? What a
            pain in the ass!
           I  generally  felt  wank  today.  I  have  somewhat  identified
            what  makes  me  feel  like  this  -  it’s  always  when  I  am
            unproductive  and  under  achieving.  All  I’ve  managed
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