Page 439 - Under the Cover of Darkness

The Post Orrifice and The Alex Hostipal are on there,
among others.

2 April 2016 —
Ooh I see Dior have a new Poison out - might have to try
it… (Although the packaging suggests it may be a bit
pink n girly for me. Might end up sticking with the
Midnight edition)

3 April 2016 —
I seem to be getting more distressed about missing 1
breast instead of getting used to it. I’m having more
nightmares about it now and I feel horrible every time I
get ready to get dressed up to go out, have to wear a bra
and padding just to pop to the shop, think out looking
nice or ever meeting someone....this subject seems to
come up every day...and I’m so pissed off that the
Doctors made out it would be such a minor impact on
me at the start. They’d just do an implant at the same
time as my operation so I’d never be left with nothing - It
was almost light hearted - you’ll have an implant straight
away so it’ll all look fine. You could even have the other
breast altered to match better with the implant one....all
sorted! I know perhaps they didn’t want to upset me too
much right off the bat but they made it seem a much
better, easier scenario than what it really was. They totally
underplayed it, which doesn’t actually help you to deal
with the situation. In reality it was nothing like that what
so ever. What’s worse is I’ve heard about other people
being told exactly the same thing as I was and feeling like
- oh it’ll be nothing - and I think it’s unfair on people.
The implant never even looked convincing and then had