Page 441 - Under the Cover of Darkness

the great scheme of things I can more than handle a bit
of pain n illness - but now it’s spread into my eyes - God!
It feels as if the insides of my eyelids are made of sand
paper that scratches my hot, sore eyeballs every time I
blink! I look like I’ve smoked a giant bag of weed n then
cried for a week. I can’t even get an eye pencil or a
mascara brush to within an inch of my face. I will be
wearing dark glasses and resting Bitch Face whilst leaning
over a dish of steaming water until further notice.
(Can’t say my dog hair allergy is really helping either -
although the dog is very thoughtfully insisting upon
trying to heal me by constantly licking my eyes! Lovely

16 April 2016 —
It’s only been a few years since I last had a Television but
just trying to use one tonight I feel like I’m trying to
operate the Large Hadron Collider without an instruction
manual (and they probably do have an instruction manual
for that don’t they? In the kitchen draw somewhere at
least) so far I’m struggling with; Turning it ON and
Turning it OFF. Meanwhile the TV has told me it is
"Waking Up..." Creepy! "Preparing to enter Standby
Mode" and threatened to switch itself OFF unless I press
OK (which I pressed, but obviously not in the right way.
It has also told me to set up a HDMI source, check all
cables and connections and promised to "not show any
visuals or audio whilst recording in a normal (?) Way" I’m
frightened to go to bed in case it manages world
domination while I’m asleep.

20 April 2016 —
OK my post chemo Hair Growth has reached dizzying