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The desk is a chaos of string, paper, glue, glitter, tape and
            half-drunk cups of cold tea. I’m dipping my paint brush
            in my coffee and taking a sip of my paint brush water. It’s
            a lot less "Martha Stewart Makes" and a lot more "Scrap
            Heap  Challenge"  and  instead  of  an  enjoyable,  seasonal
            activity it feels more like a stress inducing, beat the clock
            challenge in a nightmare edition of the generation game!
           So if you are one of the lucky few who actually ends up
            with a card or gift from me this year, I’m sorry for any
            miss-spelt  names,  missed  out  kids,  wrongly  assigned
            husbands  and  miss-placed  wads  of  tape  n  string  and
            would just like you to know - however crap it looks - it
            was  a  miracle  in  the  making  &  it’s  the  thought  that
            counts!

           18 December 2015 —
           I’ve  had  such  a  horrendous  week  I  think  I’m  going  to
            drink Champagne this morning just for spite.

           18 December 2015 —
           Ah!  Last  year  when  the  Santa  lorry  came  round  all  the
            children lived here in the maisonettes - they never knew
            about the Santa lorry so when I heard it, I was in bed ill
            with  the  cancer  n  I  stamped  on  the  floor  n  shouted
            "Father  Christmas  is  outside!!"  n  they  all  went  running
            out n saw the illuminated lorry n Santa, it was so ace! I
            watched them out the window n felt so happy for that
            innocent  sort  of  magical  joy.  The  Santa  Lorry  came
            round tonight and no children live here now.

           18 December 2015 —
           Thank  You  SO  much  my  Magical  friend  for  doing  my
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