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fight deep inside of me; so, I Today as I serve Jesus and
chose to call the police and get
a restraining order. See God
kept me.
See I told you…BUT GOD!
You’d think with all this in my
life it finally turned around for
the good; well not just yet.
got to a point where I didn’t
want to stay at home, so I ran
away and was homeless for a
period of time. I felt like an
outcast both at home and in
general; I was laughed at and
bullied, harassed and judged
for my mistakes.
I began to allow the life on the
streets mold who I was. I where I backslide and know
would smoke, drink, fornicate
and also dress like I was part of
the streets. I wore sagging
clothes and just was roaming
through life lost, still looking
for love. Finally, at age 22,
salvation found me. I was lost,
hurt, broken and God said it’s
time for a change and I was
ready for change. My life be-
gan to turn around for the bet-
ter and I felt my existence had
a purpose, but still was not
clear. I had to do away with
these things that haunted me.
Going into the new year after I
got save, I now knew of God’s
love, but the seeds planted as a
five-year-old are now deep
rooted.
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One thing I know for sure is
walk in the understanding that
he died for me and that he pos-
sesses the love I have always
longed for, I still struggle with
questions such as; am I hetero-
sexual, am I bisexual, or am I
outright homosexual. I have
I consciously forgiven my par-
ents, but there are other areas
in my life where hurt, anger,
sadness, un-forgiveness and
bitter comes to try and over- transform me into what he de-
take me, causing me to back-
slide into what I know is
wrong, but yet so comfortable.
My faith in God is strong and
even when I have moments
that I allowed the Devil to take
me to a certain place, I am
filled with remorse and a
strong reverence to God. I
know that right now I am in
the process of being delivered
and completely healed from
the things of my past. I know
that I have the victory and that
I am an overcomer. I declare
that the enemy has no power
or authority over my life. I
confess daily that I am a man
of God and that I will stand on
his word and that I am healed
from confusion, depression,
anger, sadness, low self-
esteem and any other tactic the
Devil used to beat me down.
All I have to say is BUT
GOD!
that God gave me this testimo-
ny and I’m not afraid to tell it.
He has kept me this far and I
have been at my all-time low
and I never want to return.
God gives me motivational
messages to share with those
around me and I am thankful
for his grace and mercy he has
given to me. God has trans-
formed me and is continuing to
sires me to be. This is being
done by my yielding to him and
his will for my life.■
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